I'm starting to understand

"Tunjukkanlah rasa cintamu...

coba buat mereka tau, betapa indahnya dunia

bila engkau sedang jatuh cinta"

kata-kata ini pasti ga asing di telinga kalian.. yeah. I take it from RAN song, Tunjukkan Cintamu.

at first, this song affects me a lot.

in which part?

sebenernya secara keseluruhan, i really want to say and sing this song loud to her.

tapi terkhususnya ada pada bagian yang satu ini.

kenapa?

hmm... gimana ya,

I often get sad everytime I heard every joke about other people around her.

I often get jealous everytime I found out something in her inbox.

Although we both know that we love each other, although I know that she loves me so much.

But I couldn't never trust her in many situations.

I just never understand, why she does such thing like that..

I couldn't never understand.

Do I care?

Yes, I do.

She never show the attitude that prove that she really loves me like what she said.

It's just words, and for me that's not enough.

She never show to people around that she loves me.

She never want to expose about our relationship.

She doesn't want the other people now how she loves me.

It's just like a shame that having someone like me.

But a moment ago I realize.

Am I a bit late? no, I am too late.

She never show to people around that she loves me.

But she ALWAYS show me that she loves me a lot.

It's just something... i just understand.

It is not important what people around might say..

It is not important whether the people around know about this or not ..

The most important thing is she can show that she loves me, to me. just to me.

ga masalah dia ga bisa nunjukin ke orang lain kalo dia sayang kan, yang penting dia bisa nunjukkin ke diri lo kalo dia sayang sama lo.

we don't really need to make the people around know

"coba buat mereka tau..."

pentingkah? gue rasa ngga. hahaha

We love each other.

So what's the matter?

No matter what she do, no matter what she said, she just love me,

and we love each other. we just have to believe each other.

I know you love me, and you know that I love you too.

so right now, do I have to care? nope.

I love you wholeheartedly my sweetheart :*